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March 9th, 2007

12:05 pm

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I've gotten myself into a rut and I wish I could get out. it's pretty much my fault because i cared too much about what others would think instead of myself. i only slept two hours last night and i am going to ask to go home early. i'm going to say i am sick or something but i don't know what they will say. if my job were actually important and i wasn't pregnant i would tough it out.

Current Mood: depressed

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November 17th, 2006

12:43 am

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a very long and drawn out account of my meaningless job
my job does no good for the community. i am such a hippocrite for working there. actually i am the last person who should want to work there since it perpetuates one of the things i am against: farming that is not organic. I am like a democrat calling people to raise funds for the republican party. But i don't know where else i can make $8 an hour for part time. well, i sort of do put i'm not going to get into that cause i hate that place too. To add to my hoplessness about this job, i had to talk to the biggest asshole today. first of all, he didn't want to do the survey the way it was written out- the correct order you are supposed to do it in. Instead, he decided to give me lots of different information all at once and i found my self scribbling down the info so i could vaguely try to reference it later on in the survey when it was actually asked for. these surveys are not easy- i am a nice person on the phone, but i get some people where it is obvious they are trying to let me know i don't know shit about farming. and i don't but i know enough to at least get through the survey.

well this asshole started talking about all this stuff about applying chemicals in rows and strips and on half of the side of the trees and a whole bunch of other shit, not answering anything i was asking, just rambling, and then i get to the question where you say "was that applied as a strip spray to middle only?" and he was like "Now haven't I said that about 12 times? Ok, let's try this one more time, try to imagine this, try to picture it in your head, (insert long description of meaningless crap about trees, said to me as if I was a three year old with a learning disability here)."

So as soon as this started happening i was just like fuck it and started writing down the stuff however i wanted to since it didn't matter anyway. i don't even think i did any of it right cause it was useless trying to talk to that prick. so then i was like, hold on while I write some stuff down, and then he started getting all like "I don't appreciate you calling and asking me these questions. my dinner is getting cold." I said "sir would you like to speak to a supervisor" cause i was sick of his bullshit and then i had someone come over and when they were done talking to him they just ripped up the survey and said it's not worth it. what makes me mad is that these farmers think you are trying to outsmart them and trying to make them think you know more about farming then they do. so they get cocky with you and won't do the damn survey the way it is and also try to let you know that you don't know shit, you're just a city person who's never been on a farm in your life.

Current Mood: aggravated

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